QUOTE (mrs veneering @ Apr 4 2008, 10:43 AM)

Catie (((((HUGS))))
I can relate to everything you said , waking up with dread. I had had mild strange symptoms the previous day , but the full paralysis was only discovered upon waking, imagine ifyou will, being awoken by a neighbour at your door , and said neighbour exclaiming "hey! how come you look like Chretien?". Though I have only had one bout , I never fully recovered mobility to my left side and the paralysis is more emphasized when I am tired, stressed or very ill. If I had a penny for every suggestion of botox that has come my way , I would be retired and living in Bora Bora ! The very notion of putting that in me sends shivers down my spine ( BO -botulism , and tox = TOX !!! yikes).
Oh, I missed your post, Mrs. Veneering. ((((((HUGS)))))) to you, too.
Yep, I hear ya, dear.
I live with fear that I'll awaken one morning and my face will be all fallen, again. Especially after I've had a bad day...
The first time I had B's P it was after I had my son and I had spent two months very ill and had MANY cold sores. Fortunately...it went away after two weeks that time.
The second time I had it so bad...was after major surgery which left me quite ill and with a mouth full of canker sores and lips weighed down with fever blisters (cold sores -- BTW, it's now thought by many experts that the herpes virus - cold sores - can cause B's P)...and that was when I also lost hearing in my left ear and developed terrible neuralgia as well. It took about eight months before I could even twitch my lips on that side, and for that I guess I'm lucky.
It was funny how people tip-toed around me and how I looked. Why, my aunt even gave me a HUGE set of Estee Lauder makeup...because she said I needed to start "fixing my face, again". *rolling eyes*
It wasn't until a dear and frank British friend came to visit me and told me I looked like "rolled o'er sh1te" that I could begin to laugh about it a bit. LOL